Some wounds stay quiet for years, yet return at night, like unfinished sentences.
The past does not always ask to be remembered..
sometimes it arrives as guilt,
sits beside silence, and turns every peaceful moment into something fragile.
Even love begins to feel temporary, when the mind has already rehearsed every possible goodbye.
i told my friend
i stopped writing about you,
and it’s true, i know.
but darling, i sometimes want to try
of writing again to prove that the way i felt for you was strong enough to stay,
like the love i had for you was
strong enough to make you mine.
— writing of you a few more times before i learn to forget how
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It might be a debatable topic, but for me it was just what I saw, noticed w the every ounce of sympathy and empathy I could feel for those who faced it❤️🩹
It might be a debatable topic, but for me it was just what I saw, noticed w the every ounce of sympathy and empathy I could feel for those who faced it❤️🩹
[ written in an imaged state of mind ]
I smother daffodils between my fingertips,
Forever ignoring the scalding sunrays,
As they lap softly on my burnt skin
(Watch them tremble at the things I’ve been)
And soon, when dusk paints the sky,
I reach out for another page, another quill,
Another time, I sit by the windowsill
(Watch the day flicker when I write of sin)
Darling, people around me must find it funny,
Oh, how I live like a devil and claim that I’m a fairy.
(I held you like the darkness; at least I held me softly)
Your hair is woven through
The breaths in the air,
Darling, it’s beautiful,
But something’s just not there.
Watch the sky crumble
When it sees the way you smile.
Watch this soul be revived again,
Oh, you make it feel alive.
darling,
we’re mature teenagers,
let’s be honest with each other.
i’ll tell you if you got
something in your eye,
and you tell me if there’s still
a chance you’ll be mine.
deal?
Sometimes I think about how the thoughts I carry today
sit in the corners of my mind
like shadows that never learned how to leave.
They grow quietly, shaping a version of me
I am not sure I am ready to become.
Even the smallest feeling turns heavy,
as if every breath I take
pulls up memories I tried to bury.
I let these thoughts settle
because I no longer know how to make them leave.
They breathe with me,
slow and exhausted.
Each day feels like another page filled
with pieces of me
that slipped through cracks I could not mend.
Maybe they are markers,
maybe they are warnings,
maybe they are only the remnants of moments
that felt louder than they should have been.
Sometimes I imagine looking back at all of this,
wondering if I ever learned how to feel lighter,
wondering if the quiet ache in my chest
ever softened enough to let me rest for a while.
I do not know who I will become tomorrow,
but tonight I sit with the sparks I once called hope,
holding them gently,
even as they flicker
and dim
in the silent rooms of my heart.
i used to tell everyone that my poetry was derived
from every book (that i never read),
every movie (that i fell asleep watching),
every love story i came across (especially the almost ones).
darling,
i so want to go back
and tell them
all about you.
you.
you.
you.
These fingertips were painted with all your warmth,
It stayed like home and kept me like dew.
If you give me a chance, I swear I’ll tell you
(Darling, I used to write for the world but now I just write for you.)
“I know of too many worlds and every one has you in it,
But dear, matters of the heart were never one for us.
My warmth may freeze and your house may crease and mark
(But is this really love or why I’ll leave you in the dark?)”
My heart was carved from aphrodite's sins,
And the glass pieces discarded
In the landfills of human regret.
I didn't think you could destroy it more, but here we are
Darling, if I had to love once more,
Never,
Never,
Never again
Shall it be as ~~desperate~~ beautiful as this.
Dandelions dripping down your lips,
If this day was the last and I had any love left,
I’d use it to write the whole stars for you
(Even if it never mattered where we were through the blue.)
Losing you hurt
Just a little too much for this weak heart.
And darling,
When our hugs stop feeling like cries for help,
I swear to the world, we’ll be alright.
~ a lover girl who doesn’t want to say goodbye so she says see you never.
And if she was just a little less beautiful,
maybe I would have agreed
she’s just like all of us,
that she’s just like me.
oh wait.
but we both fell for your smile.
your eyes
your eyes
your eyes
guess we’re much more similar
than I used to think.
You’ve got the good kid running around spewing your name into her poetry.
Doesn’t that make you the villain?
(Darling, I need someway to get rid of your thoughts, and I’ve decided maybe hating would be the best one)
Just wait until lover girl realizes that there is a very thin line between love and hatred
And I hate this because it seems like I’m falling in love again.
sunlight in her soul.
and here I am,
falling for your brown eyes,
over and over again.
how ironic.
doesn’t sunlight make brown eyes look like pools of honey?
(maybe you’re better off with her after all.)
I can’t find even a bit of him in anyone I see.
This is a world of love, desire and beauty.
Actually, no.
This world was his,
And I was living in it.
Call me pathetic,
I’ve been looking long enough.
Call me poetic,
Because writing ‘bout him doesn’t seem tough.
Sunsets seem like they miss,
What the earth looked like, him by my side.
A perfect night, hug and maybe kiss,
He stood by me as the tide.
Calligraphy in his pocket,
I think I’ve reached the limit.
The warmth in wearing his jacket,
And the way in my heart, he was lit.
Maybe I was on a luck spree
Because how else could I have seen,
This beautiful mess in here
And whatever it is,
We could have been.
Silence in every letter from then on,
God knows I didn’t expect a reply.
Give me a sign that he’s here with me
A cry, smile, or even a sigh.
And
This must be what missing him feels like.
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