Yes I Do A Confessional Poem

Summary

In Bangwing IN this announcement shares a confessional poem titled Yes i do that explores loneliness, social anxiety, jealousy, and the longing for love. It reveals imagined relationships, hidden tears, and the struggle to connect despite helping others. This post invites empathy and conversation within the community about real emotions and connection.

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Yes, I do…
Yes, I hate people—
but still wait for someone to understand me.
Yes, I like talking to new people—
but I’m afraid when it actually happens.
Yes, I want to go out with friends—
but I don’t really have them.
Yes, I get jealous—
of people in love…
of people who found something real.
Yes, I get jealous of my friends—
and yes, I still help them
like nothing’s wrong.
Yes, I want love—
I really do.
Yes, I don’t know how to find it.
Yes, I tried—
harder than I admit.
Yes, I still couldn’t talk to her.
Yes, I cry watching love stories—
like they were meant for me.
Yes, I want that life—
even if I don’t understand it.
Yes, I imagine her—
even when I don’t know who she is.
Yes, I love her—
in a way that doesn’t make sense.
Yes, I want to give her everything—
without even knowing her name.
Yes, I talk too much sometimes—
and then wish I stayed quiet.
Yes, I smile—
like everything’s fine.
Yes, I’m okay—
just not completely.
Yes, I feel alone—
more than I say.
Yes, I judge people—
and yes, I know they judge me too.
Yes, I’m aware—
of every flaw I carry.
Yes, she doesn’t know me.
Yes, I still build a life with her in my head.
Yes, I don’t want to wake up—
because she’s there in my dreams.
Yes, I get scared—
of how real it feels.
Yes, I love—
even like this.
Yes…
I do.

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