Community Message: Emotional Struggles & Bullying

Summary

In REVERSE GROUP: DIMENSION OF CHAOS a member posts an emotional announcement about long-term struggles since grade 5, boredom, and feeling bullied by peers. The message admits past immaturity, asks for understanding over cringe jokes, and signals frustration and a possible decision to leave. This matters to the community because it calls for empathy and conflict resolution to protect member well-being.

Hello guys, im writing this out is to telling you guys that I have been having a really bad ass life, since grade 5. Im not blaming it on you guys, ik but it’s just my feelings, my emotions. Since grade 5, I have been so fucking lazy, I didn’t even study, I even said that ms.Sal is the worst teacher ever, it’s just my feelings and I wasn’t controlling my emotions. But til now, I personally think that I can control my emotions perfectly. However at this point, you guys are literally killing me, bullying me (still im not blaming you guys bc maybe you guys didn’t mean to bully me or sth). I swear to god, for example, today I literally have nothing to entertain myself, I study literally all day, maybe some of you suggested why not playing video games, but to be real, i got bored of them. From morning to afternoon, I GOT NOTHING ENJOYABLE, chau an maybe helps me abit at least, but yall? Started to destroy my feelings. I have to admit that I made up some cringe jokes, maybe you girls don’t really see it that much but you boys do, why you guys can’t understand my emotions, you guys can’t understand my words? WHY, WHY DO I DESERVE THIS, life is unfair, it’s so fake, it’s never and ever logical. Im sorry. Im so fucking sorry for not making it understandable.
And you, you want me to get out of here, alr FINE.