This is a personal Hot Take
And Y’all can read it through if y’all want
Im grown man close to hitting 30s soon
I feel like sometimes when I compare myself to others
I get discouraged where my progress is through life
Still Single
Got nothing left in me
Got nothing ahead of me
Got nowhere left in me
And I cant escape through everything I’ve been in the past
Sometimes its like I wish I can be successful in life and grow as a human being
But sometimes having burnouts can be the worse as we get older
Even tho Im happy I got myself stuff I wanted
Im still unhappy about myself entirely
Sometimes I wanna get better
Sometimes I wanna grow as human
Sometimes I wish i have a gf
Sometimes I wish I was rich
Sometimes I wish I was gone in this world etc
Ya know
No matter how life goes on
You always keep moving forward
Live up to the expectations you wish you desire and fulfill these promises to meet your goals in the end
Eventually everything will be paid off in the end
Despite What I’ve been through in the past
A lot of the times
I can never forgive the people who hurted me
Even my own former friends I once had and yet never even consider apologizing for
Thank you all for reading