Bleeding in the Void Poem

You and I had once intertwined names,
My heart screams only yours.
If I had to pacify,
My blood is red, and white is yours.
Would you care if....
I am asking for just a gaze
Can you hear me?
Or am i lost

Empty roads and shining rain,
I was there, alone again.
No place left to find my love,
You stayed where my heart was enough.
No more heart—
I always knew.
So I let go
Of loving you.

I'm not in a cage, I don't want to be,
I'm not in the words you cared about.
I liked you once in this way,
I was happy and will stay happy.
Was this your wish?
Thank you.
And a love with…
Broken phrase

Do you know me? I was there,
In a red shirt and blue coat.
You had smiled, didn't you,
Seeing me doing stupid things.
Was it a smile,
Or am I fool
You forgot your pen,
Just take it back.
Isn't it yours?

Comfort? I don't want any more,
If you were here, I could hug you.
There is an empty wall, no light,
In silent night, no hope.
I crave comfort,
I was lying,
But don't…
Have you

I can't feel what I was supposed to,
I can't make it start.
Why do I even consider it,
I deserve nothing.
My only scream—
Don't hear it,
it will destroy me
I'm afraid