Zoey's Diary

y fucking Ares... I love him so so so much.. I can't express it into words but Holy fuck.. Everything he says or idk do? He's just so goddamn perfect.. I just want to kiss him until he runs out of breath but I can't... Why does he live so far away? Oh my beautiful boy.. Why are you so perfect? I don't even think I deserve someone like you.. I just love you so so so so so much... I just fucking love you.. I just love everything about you.. You're genuinely one of the best music I ever met in my life... I never knew I could feel this way and it's all because of you... I'm so lucky I got you as my lover.. Every fucking day I wake up thinking about you.. God, I can't even mention to you that you're in my mind every day... I don't know but I just love you so so so so so so much... It's my fault for liking you too much, I'm sorry but I can't help it... Not when you're this perfect... I love you very very very much.. I love you more than I love myself.. I love you more than I love air... I love you more than I love sleep... Oh I wish I could do anything for you but I can't right now... But someday I will... I can't even think of the two of us breaking up.. Even imagining it hurts.. But if we actually have to someday... I will understand and let you go... Because I know letting go of someone you Iove is a final act of it.. But I do hope we can still be friends... I love you just way too much it hurts... I fucking love you...