Looking for real friends in gaming 18+

Hello Gentlemen and ladies. I am 22 year old and deaf but can talk. I’m from USA. I am looking for real friend does respect, talk normally, no drama shit, fun activities
,matured enough and not weird. I play whatever I like to as long it fun games to play.
I had been lonely enough to trying find purpose to live and finding a new job is take really time to do. I had happened to get the weird dream that got me feeling like stress, eye twist and afraid what I’ll do. I like listen music in enteric, fast, rock and more. I only speak English. I’m an pc but I used controller that I suck typing in keyboard but I would like to practice..